Thanks Perna... i stopped because i couldn't afford it. Also I was sort of wanting to be out. So i wasn't too sad. Yeah, my Dr. found my neruological chemicals to be really really low (depression) and knows that i have an abuse history and still live in a "not-great" situation. So she wants me to have continued support. Neither know that occasionally i SI. I'm just so ingrained (by my abuser) that therapy is bad, counselors are for other people.... etc. So i still get really nervous and always end up crying after scheduling with someone new. Kiya

Oh and on the questions thing - I never know! I've seen 4 people now and never asked a single thing. I am just too much in an altered state to think for myself and just sit there and nod. Oy.