I haven't posted in a really long time but this particular post coincides with exactly what I'm going through right now. I don't see a T though, because I'm poor and don't have insurance. My psych operates through a free clinic. They don't think I should work but I've been looking for a job anyway because money is so tight. But I get really bad anxiety every time I try and revert to negative thoughts associated with learned helplessness. I almost feel my doctor and caseworker are reinforcing that. I'm waiting for a SSDI hearing. But I feel very capable to work, but once I start trying I go straight to "you aren't capable you are a sick person who cannot work" and it's very stressful. I wish I could see a T to work it out.