Feeling down. Pain bad. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day... No idea if this is BP-related or not. Since I don't rapid cycle, if I'm better tomorrow I guess not (pleeease), if not, I hope I'm not headed down the rabbit hole...

Tapering down Seroquel (at my insistence to my pdoc), but I think after this week I'll stop lowering it. He's insisted on keeping Lamictal at higher dose I started when last depressed. Maybe I do need Seroquel at the higher dose I don't like, but I guess I can live with it, if it keeps me stable. I've just wanted to stop it all. Tired of filling those d*** pill boxes with poisons that apparently keep me stable.