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Old Aug 05, 2016, 06:29 AM
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Thanks for the kind replies

Today is day 14, 2 full weeks. yay, I guess.

The only cravings I still have is when I am done with my job. I used to go by the local coffeeshop and buy a bag of weed. I know i've not kicked the habit yet. Last time I quit for 3 months only to relapse into smoking daily.

What made me relapse is that i was at a party at my sister's. Most people there were usuing drugs besides the alcohol. And I wasn't quite feeling comfortable, also due to the personality disorder I have, I ended up using weed to atleast feel something and not just "i wanna go home, it's boring here"

Also what's hard is that I don't really feel happy or proud that I quit, also has to do with my personality disorder. The only thing that keeps me from smoking is that the cravings are mostly gone and that i remember the joint i smoked on day 6 or 7, that I didn't enjoy at all. Next to that I'm picking up studies again and with my last studies I dropped it because my motivation was gone and I'd rather sat at home just abusing weed.
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