I feel like I have accomplished what I was put on this earth for. I think it must have been the birth of my children. Not sure what else it could have been...
I feel like my soul want's to be released, it has other things to do that aren't part of this life.
I feel like my body isn't ready to die and is unwilling to give my soul it's release.
I feel like I am in torment due to the struggle between these two.
Who am I? This is really bugging me, if I am neither of the above two then I must be the mind. I don't feel like I have a say in this, I am just hear watching, feeling and hurting.

I'm really not a religious person, so not exactly sure where this is coming from. I know there are better answers to the cause of depression and I know I need to work towards them every day. It's just really difficult sometimes.