I would suggest keeping a journal and bringing it with you when you see pdoc. It sounds to me that you're quite depressed and I say that because your post sounds a lot like my life as far as your everyday tasks go. As far as your husband, maybe asking him to do some research or read some books. When my bf and I first got together he didn't believe in MI and this made our relationship very hard when I'd be having an episode. Well one day he finally got his lazy *** on Google and started researching BP. That was a huge thing to do for me and for us. Hopefully your hubby will come around. I'd suggest bringing him to appointments with you.

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