Sorry you are so down.

Maybe its your husband, maybe not.
You cant change him, so my advice would be to seek help for depression (i think you are in a rut that could lead to a bad depression)
Also build a support system. Friends, group meet ups etc. LA is huge! You will find people who can relate to you.
And for tons of people big life changes can make them feel like you do now. A big move and a marriage! Those are big things!
Put yourself first and do things that make you happy.

Good luck!

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