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Maybe because you are seeing the same pattern in the present stress as in the past abuse you revisit. Have you dealt with your past abuse in therapy? Working through that will help you be able to still stay in the present when you detect the patterns that remind you of the past. You will know what to do with those patterns and how to respond to protect yourself. You are probably going back in time because you don't know how to protect yourself and the past abuse is where that problem started.
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11.30.64 heh.finale (02) -111 11.22.63 jpl 156 435 666/93 abaddon temple annihilation bridge
rev10 priestess 98 world-soul choronzon reversal babalon fallen forfeiture 01. unfinished sequence.
system compromised. code gray. retrieval and cycling initiated 11.28.08, 74 >> 75
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