hey. getting there... had to give a talk on wednesday... it was a bit of a big deal. it went okay, though, so that was a HUGE relief for me. feeling a lot better because of that.

i guess... i see him next friday (instead of this friday). so that makes it a couple weeks between our sessions, i guess. he has this real knack of going away on the weeks that we are scheduled to have two sessions per week.

i haven't gotten the valium yet. nice to look at the script, though. transitional object, i guess. his handwriting. he gave me a lot, too. most docs don't trust me with valium... don't think he should... but he does...

i don't know how i feel about him right now. numb, i guess. imagine i'll have a big cry in our first session back.

((((guys))))