having issues of rapid mania mixed with horid flares of anger. Mostly towards new puppy that I love soo very much.But he is ridicously hard headed. Me and fiance took him to obidence training and it went fairly well. But he picks and chooses when he wished to listen and mind.

he destroys and eats toys, or the ones that he does play with proper he gets aggressive with them towards the other dog.
having a lot more issues with anxiety then anything else. Some downward cycles of depression but both them and the mania come so damn quickly its hard to tell.

Friggin hate dealing with rapid cycle, I lately i have just been feeling lost in a title wave of my own emotions. I need to take a vacation of some kind and make time for myself. But I don't see how I can do that, I need to be working and earning money. But also need time for myself but with dog, work, school, training for work coming up soon.

Its going to be hard. Maybe book a message date for myself....at a spa.