Hi again everyone. Thanks for the replies and thoughts. I've read the link, Perna, and it did have some good information, both pro and con for me.

I do want to be very careful. I talk with my husband about my behavior since he's more an 'outside observer' but unfortunately, he isn't great at detailed communication, and a shrug and "it seems okay" is pretty vague for me when I'm trying to use his feedback as an analysis tool to see warning signs of me going off the deep end. But I don't think I am. I've had other feedback from friends and family (who don't know what I'm smoking) that they think I've done wonderful things with my life lately, and how great that I'm getting fit/ organized / ect. and can do the projects I do. I feel a little twinge of guilt at times, wondering if I should be wearing a disclaimer that says "All this accomplished with THC." If I weren't smoking it, I think I'd be back to being fat and slovenly and never accomplishing anything.

GTRPLAYER: "second...try to learn patterns and make good habits while on it and then try to incorporate what you've experienced all the rest of the time."

Yes, I'd agree here. This is something I work on. Getting good routines is essential to running a busy household. I’ve started a lot of positive habits and routines on it. I believe smoking it and doing some equivalent of watching the lava lamp and commenting “Woah, the colors man…” is not only useless but depraved.

JOEPESTO's Signature: "I am what I think"

Philosophical difference here: I believe I am what I do. When I do better, accomplish more, work harder, I *am* better.

Anyway, thanks everyone. First couple of days after I posted and there were no replies, I got worried, tried to delete the post and it was too late, then realized I should check and see what's come of the post today. It was nice. :-)