...whatever.

I think if I focus, then These "alters" (figments of fantasy(?)) won't manifest.

I really think it's fetish run amuck becase I wuld never do the things we do unless I'm enticed, I guess. Gotta claim it- I've no control over my whims, ain't everyone else?

So, I have to practice TOTAL CONTROL. So posting here is WRONG. Nuff said.