I suffer from sps or stiff person syndrome for the past 6 years.

It's been hell on my body for these past 3 years.

I'm afraid of its current repercussions on my relationships I'm afraid of not having anyone understand me and assume I'm incapable of having a relationship because of my body is need of maintenance off and on.

I'm afraid I'll be too incapacitated to have normal rekationships.