So my life is going up in flames (my dad has almost been physically abuse towards me, my mum has constantly arguing with me, I officially left med school, all my friend have left me, my therapist has dropped me, I haven't been stable in 1.5 years and am probably going to hospital for the 7th time in 2 years) and I'm sitting here laughing like a maniac. I guess I have no words anymore, I have fallen so far that when I look in the mirror I can't even recognize myself anymore (Or maybe its because I gained 20 kg and have a horrendous rash on my face that won't go away but that's besides the point). Or maybe I just stopped caring? I don't care if I get better anymore, because I seem to be the only one making the effort, everyone else, THE UNIVERSE is against me getting better, so I give up! Like f*** it!