I still have no idea what my triggers are. I feel like a newborn baby with my feelings. My whole life I've just hid away from my past, my feelings, my setbacks. I hide behind a facade of personality traits I've stolen from others who I consider "Healthy".

When I lose my cool that's when I have my amnesia, potentially hurt myself, and end up in a hospital.

I am finally seeking help but it feels like I've spent too long burying it that it's all erupting now and I'm going down hard.

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