We are dealing with bad chemo reactions and a very tired and worn out body and spirit who is at the beginning of getting tired (I understand this) of tests, bags of chemo goo, side effects etc. And idiots who have gotten tests wrong so she has to do them over, false horrible alarms due to said idiots performing the tests wrong leading to extreme emotional rollercoastering (because when the tests are performed incorrectly- they come in and announce exceedingly dire predictions or want to rush to surgery etc only to have them rush back in and say oops - we did it wrong - it is not the super horrible thing after all - more than once), spending a lot of time in their ball field rather than our own.