Why is it that one event is the source of my PTSD (or at least in my own theory) and yet every single hit I took as a kid, fight I've been in, every insult I've taken also plays through my head when I my flashbacks are bad? Why is this happening?
I already have to re-live the scariest damn time of my life at least a few times a day. Why the hell to I have to re-live it all?