I don't handle disappointment well at all. The smallest thing can leave me completely gutted. I hate it. I'm super sensitive to it. It's like yesterday I wanted to watch an Internet live stream from the Wacken Open Air a Festival in Germany and I couldn't get it to work and I was completely devastated. Of course....a few hours later the video show up on YouTube and I got to watch it, but those moments when I thought I was going to completely miss it were crushing. I realize that this is a ridiculous thing to get crushed over, but I can't help it. Hugs.
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Bipolar I
Borderline Personality Disorder
ADHD
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
"You," he said, "are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.”
― Emilie Autumn, The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls
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