i have had people invalidate my experiences because at this point i do know people . and have people who supposedly care about me,friends. i have a husband who supposedly loves me ,i am financially comfortable and have been able to stay home and raise my son. who up until recently has given me little to be concerned about .i also own my house without a mortgage i guess you could say i have it all if you are looking from the outside . but i cant always believe i have people who care about me and i always feel so alone and abandoned. i live in a constant stage of anxiety these days . i have no family who care about me at all and reject everything about me .and the abuse and stuff growing up has seemed to have left me FUBAR . but can i call anyone if i need other then my husband .i dont believe i have anyone either . in fact it seems most think i have no reason to be unhappy at all .