Yesterday was a very busy day for me. It was the usual cleaning and shopping. I went out to dinner with my friend. It was at an Italian place and it was OK but not real great. I felt guilty that he and I went out and his wife didn't come along. But I prefer his wife not to come along. He wanted to get together with me because he'll be going away for a couple of weeks.

I felt very depressed yesterday for some good reasons. My money is very low and I felt like I had set a new record for the lowest amount to have in my bank account (only a few cents with having to charge for the groceries). And my shoulder has been hurting.

Today is not much of a day. I went to church today and I feel like it's not the right place for me. I am resting today because of my shoulder. I gave myself a heat treatment and it's helping a little bit. Very lonely today.