I often feel like my husband is too good for me (we have been married for 14.5 years). I tell him I am lucky to have him, but he thinks he is the lucky one. There are times I have begged him to divorce me, that I am no good for him. Yet he sticks around. Slowly I am accepting that he loves me no matter what. We are worthy of love and it sucks that we did not have it as a child. We will get through this.