Felt like my mood just sank after dinner. I guess it's because I got thinking about things over. I found out this morning that the Men's Breakfast was moved to another place yesterday. The Pastor said that he forgot to call me to tell me about it. I felt very soured about it. On top of that, I had not been too crazy about that church anyways. I think that I may be going somewhere else.

Also there seems to be a lot going on around me with people having fun. Well I feel like I'm not having any kind of fun myself. I guess that's why I get very depressed during the summer months. I just hate all of the noise, stuff going on, and feeling like I'm more exposed. It seems like summer cannot end soon enough for me.

And I got a message from my friend and I felt like he asked me a question that made me cringe. He does that on occasions. I guess I have to excuse it as he's very old. He's all that I have so I feel like I can't afford to lose him. Interesting that just now, I read an article about "does your friend really like you". It said that only half of friendship relationships are mutual.