I was moved to another ward this one is less secure I made the mistake of telling the doctors what is going on I want to run there is a gate that just opens no locks I want to just run out and never come back. I told a nurse that and she said that they were going to keep more of an eye on me but I am pretty sure I could sneak out. The nurse said I was unwell and that is was good that I told the doctors that stuff but she also she they think there is a lot more going on with me than they thought when I first came in. I think they intend to keep me here for a long time someone who is here has been here for 3 months and the nurse said they don't let people go until they are well again. I really want to run I can't stay here it is too dangerous I really screwed up big time.