I hate my job too, only thing is that I have to leave. I'm not being fired but because of personal issues I have to find another one and can't keep this one any longer than the end of this week.
I'm going to be honest, I've had cancer; stage 3b melanoma in my neck. I looked like a golf ball had grown where my lymph node should've been. It sucked to say the least, I felt like **** no matter how much sleep I got (which went from 4 hours a night to at least 13 if not more). I ran out of energy putting my pants on in the morning. I would fall asleep in the shower. My head would fall on my desk five minutes into class. It was my senior year of high school so it really sucked. Anyway, if that's what's going on with you and you need to talk to someone, I'm here.
To be honest, according to certain symptoms going on with me presently, it looks like my cancer might've relapsed and might be in the spinal column in my neck. The saddest part is, if it has, that means I don't have to worry about anything else anymore. It is a messed up way to think, but it isn't at the same time. If you think about it, mental illness is full of questions and no real ending or cure in sight. Cancer does. You'll either recover or die; either way there's an end to the suffering. Not to mention, when you get diagnosed, you also get a step-by-step plan on how to take care of it. Mental illness and life in general never gets that cut and dry. Dying is somewhat liberating to that affect.
Both in health and stress I really hope you get better, though. I wouldn't wish what I went through on anyone. Keep me updated.