It's hard to say because each of are symptoms are different, the length of stability is different, and our moods are different. Things my husband wants to do in episode is things like hard core drugs. Thank god he doesn't know any dealers. Some cheat, I don't see that as a bp thing but some do. I could see myself loosing touch with the reality enough to hurt someone, others can't. So to me there's a huge difference between bp did it and taking responsibility anyway. You're still responsible for what you do in episode because it's still you just with less inhabitions.