The nurse said I was doing the right thing and that they want to help me but everything in my head tell me she is lying. I don't feel unwell everyone keeps saying don't you want to feel better but I feel fine there is nothing wrong with me I really don't understand what the problem is even at the other ward they kept getting mad at me for standing on things and climbing on things one nurse said standing on chairs is not normal but I really don't see what the problem is. The other soul in my body want me to kill people I don't want to but sometimes he creeps up on me and I don't notice him. I feel weird I don't think I can trust people here I feel like I need to run I really do there is a bush trail nearby that I could hide in as long as you run off the path they are going to hurt us here.