My main physician and my pdoc both think I'm doing really well. That was pleasing, but right now I feel ugly... fat, ugly and pale. I spend most of my time in my pajamas and taking showers is a chore. I can fake it pretty well - obviously -- and I'm trying to find things to do that are worthwhile, but it's so hard to maintain an interest in anything.
I have ADD as well as bipolar, and the interest in maintaining hobbies just hasn't even been there. I get excited about something, then lay it aside when I get bored.
Right now I feel sad and frustrated. I think Trintellix (was Brintellix) may not be working as well as we hoped it would.
What would you do, if you felt like this?
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