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thankyou for replying my friend, sending you gentle hugs if that's ok.
I think you are right, I have the same feelings as when I was a teen and sometimes younger at the moment. Lots of insecurities and feelings of rejection, abandonment etc. It was ad enough the first time round, but I guess thisw has to happen to come through it all. I wish you well with your therapy, pm me anytime if you need a shoulder.
Love, Jinny xoxoxoxoxo