Because the voices were telling me to kill my dad and I was prepared to do it. He flipped at me, but then took it back saying I care for my fiance so I may not be a psychopath. I read in my notes that I have antisocial (sociopathic) traits and apparently some doctors think sociopathy and psychopathy are the same thing.

Empathy is a funny thing, I don't have much of it, if any. I simulate it though, just because it is what is acceptable socially. I didn't have an abusive childhood, I don't fit the environmental criteria for developing the 'disorder', it's also incredibly rare in females.