i talked to my peer support specialist this morning and she called him and he didnt answer and then called one of his relatives and they said hes prob just at work. which really pisses me off why anyone would want to do that to me, to scare me into thinking they are gonna kill themselves. on top of that having broke up with me and left me to fending for myself. cant talk to him but yet he wants to pull me into his own crap and says he wants to kill himself when hes just at work. wow!