Ok, fair enough. It's good that he doesn't get mad at you for it, Candybear. I think it's pretty obvious that you try your very hardest to cope in other ways. If you are trying as hard as you can, that's all he can ask of you.

Any chance you might give him a call?

*big huge, safe hugs* if you want them

I'll be checking in on you, so keep posting, ok?

Angela