Beautiful, I try and try everyday, in my line of work I work late and a lot of unhealthy competition, plus I have this anxiety attack started during 2008 crisis as I worked for AIG. And my pregnant wife at the time kept me going. But after many stressful job and peoples malice, my father sick, and my wife leaving me not letting me see the kids. I am full of rage. I treat it by meds, but yesterday I snapped because I was in the who gives a Fock mood. But later going home alone, seeing my life as an alone man. I don't know how or even if I can ever reach spiritual bliss. But I never stop trying.

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