I can't say that that feeling hasn't been foreign in my life. It's been there like an imp hidden in the corner of my mind. I've learned to turn that void into something constructive. I pray...for someone else. As someone who has dealt with BPD I would get very selfish in seeking my own desires; it's like getting "Meitious," after realizing this and getting so un happy I had to change...I've tried to put myself aside and do for others. This can be a challenge for people like me, but it does improve with time. The key is "distraction" and not allowing one to dwell on the void or emptiness.
BPD people thinks the world should revolve around them, however I've learned from experience it doesn't "life is meaningless alone." Seek others and their needs and life gets better. [emoji4]
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