Is having a T only every two weeks enough for me? How would I know? I've been stable for "weeks" according to former t besides the day of crying spells and blips of paranoia. New T was concerned enough I'm on her cancellation list and did a safety plan. I can return to former T and get weekly but I don't feel I'm getting anywhere with her and she's afraid of me while saying I'm stable. How do I make every two weeks therapy work for me? I started a mood chart again. How am I going to make it 5 weeks? my head will explode first. I have hope for new T but she's tied to IP. I'm scared I'll end up IP as they (my new team) gets use to me. At least they don't seem as stricked except for the whole police get called if I'm homicidal. My ED is acting up and I want to SH. This whole moving clinics is really getting to me. I must make it through. My son comes home tomorrow and this place is trashed. I don't know why this is bothering me so much. I can't concentrate but besides the car accident things are going well for us. Why do I feel doomed? I'm stressed for no reason why? I'll get use to every two week appointments right?