About to meditate for as long as I can, not up to 15 minutes yet lol. Not even close. New updates at work do not make our job easier and I often wonder if corporate reps that sit in their offices just have a huge sense of humor or something. There were times when people just had to wait longer, and that is fair enough. When the phones won't stop ringing though, or there are those few customers needing your full focus for a good chunk of time it's like ahhhhhh I cannot get caught up! So knowing I have 4-5 more days of that kind of sucks.

I was better when I got home, even got to collapse into my bed for over a hour. As I had such a small dinner, the food or tea has not made me less anxious really. It's like when the stress cuts into your time that you require to relax. Ugh. Oh well. Maybe I'll take some Passionflower also.
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Ok the attempt at meditating seemed to have helped. I won't necessarily be twiddling my thumbs until bed trying to have positive energy to do enough things I enjoy.