Hi Travelinglady. Thank you so much for your advice and for your help. Currently I'm cannot afford to see a therapist at the moment. I'm handling this on my own. I have tried to stop watching porn several times over the years but I end up watching it again. I do have hobbies but I haven't been much into them as I used to. It's been stressful the last 2½ years. Been having alot going on in my personal life and not just the lack of sex. I'm hoping to get through this but every day it's a struggle.