I don't like to drink for fun because I am a control freak and I don't like to feel like I don't have control over my body. So at parties and such I either tend to drink to much and get out of control, or I spend the whole night worrying about if I've drank too much.
But, I do like drinking alone, having a nice glass of wine with dinner for example. I tend to crave alcohol more when I'm depressed, so I'm really trying to be careful, I don't want to slip in the trap of self medicating...
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