Perna, Yup I have to pay for missed sessions also as I pay out of pocket. I'm ok with that. I got caught up in traffic once before and managed to get to T with 15mins left and today I realised this is maddness, I need to learn to accept the disappointment of not being able to get there. Funny because disappointment has come up recently and today I actually even thorugh my anger, tried to watch my disappointment and its an awful thing!...BUT of course T has handled it appropriately and I am glad I allowed her to see my "ugly" side today because if I had hidden my anger from her and not let her know about how I felt real the flexibilty, I would never have had a chance to workt through it...