Was crying the other night. Feel like such a loser. Can't cope with what I'm feeling or doing. Why was I put on this earth? I'm lower than human. I'm scum. It's all just so meaningless. I have come to grips with the reality that I'm never going to be part of society. Yesterday just proved that perfectly.... It doesn't matter. Just want to feel numb.
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"I said sour, as in puss"
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