So I'm 22 years old and I've never had a relationship and I've only kissed someone once. In my entire life I've only had one crush on a guy who is gay, so needless to say that wouldn't work out. I've never been on a date and practically no one ever shows interest in me, just like I never seem to be interested in someone (except for that one time). It makes me really sad that I'm missing out on things that everyone else finds so normal and that they start to experience when they're teens. I want to fall in love and get married some day, but I never feel good or pretty enough to be in a relationship. I have hirsutism and I'm not the prettiest girl out there I guess. I'm just ashamed of my body and I don't feel like my personality is that likeable. Even though I want to be in a relationship, the thought of become closer and more intimate with someone makes me feel nervous and awkward since I have less experience than most teens. The older I get the more difficult it becomes, since people just expect you to have at least some experience at this age. I just don't know what to do, I feel like I'm in a never ending downwards spiral which makes me feel hopeless and without a real future to look forward to. I'm really scared I'm going to end up alone.