Sweet,
we have discussed this before...........lol. No, suicide is not the only answer, esp for someone so young (and yes, I can hear all of you out there for me to practice what I preach).
Your concern for people is wonderful, but realize that you should be concerned for YOU. You need to see a therapist like I do....it won't hurt, and maybe, just maybe, "Death won't be your only hope".
Mary Alice