Hello. Im a 15 year old girl from Phoenix. I feel like i have two different personalities that are side by side in my head. The first one (p1) is a kind, logical, achieving, compassionate, and loving person. The other one (p2) is a homicidal, suicidal, cold, mean, sociopathic, lying, and stealing person. I have sought out help for my ongoing depression that has lasted a year now. I believe i have maladaptive daydreaming, and have been diagnosed with a mood disorder and major depression. I am very afrid of this uncontrollable P2 and would hate to hurt ANYONE and dislike lying to anyone. I am trying to get help and understand what is going on in my head.... I want to get better. I NEED to get better. It would help everyone. I know things are wromg yet, i still do them in spite of others. Im mean and angry and its hard to control this p2.
Help please!
Nicole