So everything just kind of sucks right now. I've been debating making my own thread about it, but I feel like it would only devolve into a complaintfest for me, and will only result in others telling me what I've heard time and time again. But I don't know what else to do at this point.

This is why sometimes I want to go back inpatient. I just need to put my life in someone else's hands for a little while.