Another anxious day. Trying to cope with being on disability, and will probably be on disability for a long time. It's enough to pay the bills, but I still feel like I should have a job. I fear not being able to provide for my family. For most of my life I was the breadwinner. My husband could get a job but he's not going to unless we lose a good chunk of money. He has MS and overheats easily, plus he has a bad back like I do. I should just relax and be grateful for what I do have, at least for the time being.