Is there any way to rebuild trust aside from keeping true to myself and my word or is it feasible to start on a new foot after the time requested off? I'm absolutely devastated about this and it has had a deep negative impact on me, I know I'm young in the scheme of things being just under 30 but it's taken me up to this point in my life to have been able to take a step back and to analyze myself and really look into what I can offer and what I want in a relationship. I have learned a lot out of this relationship that I am absolutely taking into the future with me but our time together has been so perfect that I imagined a beautiful future together. After she had asked for her space and not to talk, I did send her a heartfelt email just before her flight about what I see as a deep and true loving relationship, what I have to offer, and what she truly means to me, and a hope that we can be able to start on a stable and happy ground one day and that I will be waiting for her if she so chooses to speak again. It might be selfish of me to have done so and I am respecting her space and will not contact her again but I couldn't leave off with what was said in our separation in person as I was torn and I'm not sure that I verbalized what I wanted to leave off on. I've just never been so deeply impacted by someone and felt such a deep connection and fascination before. I just want to be able to give her my all and I want to be able to show her what she really means to me through my eyes somehow.