I should've never returned after my last therapy break but I figured that I've invested so many years and I didn't want to start over. Also with my attachment issue it was hard totally pull away but as time goes on I've seen that she's just more disinterested. I'm not going to say the the whole four years was a failure but when things are upside down. now with all of the new adjustments that I need to make and issues that I have she became absent. She doesn't react to my times in need. Then I figured that her being friends with the nutritionist who knows what she told her. The nutritionist didn't even answer. It's almost as if I never existed. How does a person do that?