Is anyone plagued by intrusive thoughts of hatred for people in our past? I just read a good research article about how child abuse can result in major brain changes. I feel like these hate thoughts come from that, but the people I keep "hating at" in my mind are not all from my childhood. One is my sister, though, whom I totally cut out of my life a couple of months ago. I am extremely angry about her. She is very unrealistic, blames me for stuff that's her responsibility, accuses me of doing/saying things I didn/t do/say, and denies saying things that she did say. She claims we can "work out" our communication, but will not take any significant action to do so. I finally got proof that I'm not imagining these things from her, because we emailed lot in recent months, and her comments were right there on the emails!!! Gotcha, you ******.