Same. It feels great at first....until things unravel. I used to purposely not take my PM meds until way late so that I can stay up doing pointless things that at the time feel so important (during hypomania). Although I admit that I feel a little bored without hypo/mania, I try to accept that it's much healthier to feel moments of boredom rather than that top-of-the-world feeling that leads to a crash. Mania/hypomania can be the most addictive feeling ever, but getting used to what it means to be basically "stable" is a goal for me since I'm so tired of having to deal with all the consequences.