I do wish I could meet a man that was right for me, and love me completely. A life on my own has never been my dream. A family, a career, those were my dreams. It's been hard, my life, I failed in many areas. Strangely this surgery has given me new life, new hope, a believe that I can recover from the despair of the last few years.

My job is wonderful, I do well, I really like it. My part-time job is good for me too, especially love the discount. I'm not as much of a let down to my mother now. Still struggling but at least she knows I'm trying hard.

I give up on on-line dating, it's a waste. If I'm meant to met someone he'll show up somehow, someway. I do enjoy time to myself, long drives, loud music. But still having someone to enjoy life with would be nice.