I've noticed everyone in my life has been ignoring me and putting me off. Just like I am a no one. See I come here for support and for words of encouragement. But anymore, no one even wants to be nice to me. No one responds. I am going through a really hard time right now, I reallly do need support. I am not just doing this for attention. I really felt like I needed to express all of this because well, it's really getting to me. I thought this was a kind supporting place. I don't expect everyone to respond, I just want someone to acknowledge I am a person.

See here wher I live, there have been so many things going on and so many things have taken place.. I am now having to move out of where I was because of what someone else did to me. Plus I have to pay for all of it. So it's like I am a no one and that I don't matter and what happened to me last weekend is not a big deal.

Plus, then there is the way I have been treated since May with the assault. People don't seem to even care and people see to view it as I'm the fault or that I just need to get over it. I went through something traumatic, well actually more than once this year. I am just seemining to get hurt by people then instead of that person being brought to some kind of punishment, it's me. I am punished for being hurt. So it makes me feel and think I am a big fat 0 a nothing, a no one. and coming here has been making me feel even more that way, I use to see this place as support,, anymore, it's really not, only to certain people. I am just a no one, to everyone, but me.

Jennifer